Assalamualaikum and hi,
So here I am today. Not forgotten to neglect my blog, yet. (smirk) A small clap for myself for making another entry. Yay! :D So how's your Ramadan's going? To be honest, "ku mengharapkan Ramadan kali ini penuh makna. Akan dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna" Alright. There's two-meaning there. First of course yeah the perfectness of Ramadan this year: full time solat, full a month of fasting, full a month of Tarawih (masa kecik-kecik dulu selalu salah sebut jadi Tawarih). The other meaning is: shrinking my body. 'Shrinking'. Shrink. Shrinkkkkkk ! Of course sebab takut tak muat baju raya. (hehe)
Agak terasa hati dengan aunty buat baju raya ni. :( Dah cakap tahun ni tolong buat besar sikit baju tu. Tak nak ketat-ketat. Nanti tak boleh nak bernafas macam ikan paus cari udara. I don't know what's wrong with her but i think she's too busy and i am not the only customer. All of my baju raya dia buat potongan yang sama dengan tahun lepas. I am growing. Not shrinking aunty. (sigh) So that's why "ku mengharapkan Ramadan tahun ini" I want to shrink. (sounds like psychopath)
So lets get back to the topic! What surprise am i gonna tell you? (Muahaha) To be honest saya agak malu nak menyatakan hal ni. Maybe i'm too young to experience this kinda of thing. Am i? (sigh) Nyanyi dululah. LET IT GO, LET IT GO!
Okay. "Lucky I'm in love with my best friend" That phrase really catch me to this situation. I never thought that he would be my first boy. Never ever ever thought bout that. But I guess I'm lucky enough to be in love with him. I can say that he's not perfect as the boys in movies, novels but he IS very something. He has his own kind of attraction to me. Boleh tak nak cerita sikit macam mana boleh kenal? To be short overall story la.
Siapa-siapa yang nak baca silakan ye. Tak nak sudah. Suka hati korang lah. I tak kisah. :D lol
So macam ni ceritanya:
I met him since i am in form 1 (13 years old blur girl). Masa tu baru satu kelas. Tak kenal pun lagi. Dia tu putih sangat. PUTIH SANGAT macam perempuan. Disebabkan dia putih sangat, saya cuma nampak dia je kalau tengok keseluruhan pelajar lelaki dalam kelas tu. Seriously dia putih gilo. At that time nothing comes up in my head neither my heart. Dalam hati cuma ada cakap macam ni je: "Putih nye dia." As time goes by, kitorang dah naik form 2 (14 years old). That's the first time he tried to call me. Disebabkan keadaan kelas bising masa tu and he was like "eleeza! eleeza!" (sincerely idk what he want to do with me masa tu ataupun kepala ni dah memang nyanyuk). And i don't even glance at him and he started to call me "LIZARD!" Entah lah kenapa masa tu terdengar and yes, i turn around. A year passed and we're in form 3 (15 years). Masa tu dia duk sibuk bergaduh dengan sorang classmate perempuan ni (Ain nama dia). Disebabkan dorang selalu gaduh, classmates yang lain were like "korang ni gaduh gaduh nanti kawin jugak". Masa tu idk why tapi saya memang tak setuju sangat sangat dan sangat when everyone said that. Trust me idk why. (jealous kot)
A year passed again and we had our PMR done. He was about going to transfer to a technical school soon. Masa tu Ain sedih sangat and i know why. She'd prepared a letter for him. It was like a confession letter bcs i sempat tengok. (alah budak-budak) My result for PMR cukup-cukup makan aje (4A aje) and i was about going to transfer to the technical school either. Its bcs i love LK (Lukisan Kejuruteraan) so much. That time Ain was like "eleeza tolong jaga dia untuk saya ye. Saya harapkan awak." Dalam hati masa tu lantak kau lah. Malas nak layan, malas nak ambik kisah hal orang. Hari pendaftaran: saya dapat tahu that i'm gonna be in the same class with him. Okay. Not bad. Dari situ lah kitorang jadi rapat. Rapat sangat macam belangkas.
Tiba-tiba ada la sorang mamat ni. Dia ni memang best friend kepada my boy tu and also my friend sebab kitorang pernah sekelas masa form 3 dulu. Mamat tu pulak bagitahu he's crushing on me. And i was like.. okay. That means i just said okay and not accepted him to be my couple right? (i know i'm always right) When mamat tu confess to me, mamat tu jadi king control tau tak?
1. Tak boleh update status facebook
2. Tak boleh chat dengan lelaki lain.
3. Tak boleh kalau tak balas message dia (siap bagi kredit kalau tak balas)
4. Tak boleh kawan dengan mana-mana lelaki dekat sekolah.
I know he's insane. A total insane. Hello cik abang tak sedar diri. I'm not yet accept you at that time. He over thinking and misunderstood about me not liking him. (hahaha) When my boy tahu semua ni, he totally mad at that time. He once said that "aku tak tahu pun kawan aku boleh jadi seteruk macam ni. Aku dah tak kenal dah kawan yang macam ni." Dia dapat tahu pun dari nana (my best of best friend) He totally sympathize with me. When time goes by, I'm slowly falling for him. And we officially a couple.... entah lah. Tak tahu bila. Its just happened. And i like it the way it just happened naturally like that. I guess kitorang dah hampir 8 months being together. (baru kira sebenarnya ni. Lama jugak ye) And for the mamat tadi, he stay being alone and syok sendiri. He's like hate everyone that close to me especially my boy. Even though dia tak tunjuk, i know. That mamat just hate my boy so much for 'stealing' me from him. He's not stealing la!
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| That's him and that's me with gigi arnab and that's nana with gigi lebih. xD |
He's a total height freak. 180 cm height! And i'm just 155 cm (sigh).
I hope he's going to be my first and also my last. InshaAllah... So macam tu lah ceritanya dari Q sampai S. (short story) A small clap for me again bcs dapat type panjang-panjang ni sekali lagi. :D Harap-harap lepas ni tak abandon dah blog uglay ni ye. Until we meet again uglay blog. Annyeong :>
