Unlikely like a condition

Assalamualaikum, hi everyone. Once again, indeed, i'd neglected this blog. Sorry to the edge of the sea. Hehehehehe. (Sengaja je dia ni kan). For your info, i've further my studies. Yay for me! And nay for me too! Why eh? Why??? em.. Setakat sebulan dah masuk ipta tu kan, study memang seronok sangat! Oh, tak ingat nak bagitahu. I ambil Diploma Seni Bina. (budak tak tido malam diorang panggil). Study, so far so great. Yang nak dijadikan nay tu, ehem ehem asrama facilities ehem ehem. Sorry to say la tapi asrama memang betuk-betul nay. Rasa macam s**t je. Hah, dah keluar dah bahasa 'unlady-like' language ni haaaaa. Ish ish (tampar mulut). Facilities hostel ni dah macam hostel sekolah dah. Eh, tak tak. Lebih dari sekolah lagi! Haish! Geram betul dengan felo, dengan "akak-2 KP" tuh. Hish. Sabar je ni. Aku perhatiiiiiiiiii je ni. Hmm. 

Unpredictable condition. That's what i want to talk about the hostel. Yela yela. Aku tahu aku ni still junior. Boleh je kau nak perbodohkan kitorang. Boleh je kau nak pijak-pijak kepala kitorang. Sebab kitorang junior kan? Untunglah dah jadi 'senior' tu! Nak bagitahu ni. Kalau kau tak faham dan tak boleh nak respect kitorang sebagai junior kau yang lemah ni, kitorang pun boleh buat benda sama lah. Kitorang takkan respect dan takkan faham korang sebagai 'oh-so-senior' sangat korang tu. What you do, you get back. Dah lah condition semua tak masuk akal. Sengaja je nak stress kan kitorang. 

Hostel and university condition (yg diorang sendiri memandai reka):

1. No jeans
2. No teddy bears
3. No sandals (or non-covered) shoes during class
4. No hair-dryer
5. More than 2 irons and heaters are not allowed 
6. MUST write down your name to go outing (out from ipta)
7. More crazy conditions and i can't list them down bcs there are so many!

So, what do you expect? Ipta would be the same or worse than school. Hergh! Tengok lah. Aku balas balik bila aku naik sem 2 nanti. Tak sabar betul nak tengok korang-2 losers semua keluar dari situ. (muahahahaha gila jahat bahasa aku) Yelahhh. Korang semua je lah yang 'oh-so-alim girls' kannn. Nak paksa-paksa orang pakai tudung labuh pakai baju labuh. Yes. I know yang niat tu tak salah. Dan apa yg dipaksa tu adalah benda betul, benda yang dapat pahala tapi, tak perlulah nak memaksa. Islam tak mengajar agama-nya dengan paksaan. At least, bagitahu lah slow slow. Bukan secara mendadak. Itu hanya akan buat kitorang memberontak. Apabila dipaksa, niat tu akan jadi tak ikhlas. Apabila jadi tak ikhlas, berdosa. Saya tak nak jadi berdosa kerana saya rasa terpaksa dan tak ikhlas. Saya bukan nak tunjuk pandai. Saya pun tak pandai bab-2 agama dan masih banyak perlu dipelajari. Itu semua hanya pandangan saya. Don't expect too much from me and don't judge me just bcs i protest them. Don't expect that i'm right. But I know what i want and what's right for me. There. My bebelan alllll the way. Best :)

Just satu je mintak. Good luck dearself. Jaga diri baik-baik kat sana. I know you can do it! 

Long term surprise!

Assalamualaikum and hi, 

So here I am today. Not forgotten to neglect my blog, yet. (smirk) A small clap for myself for making another entry. Yay! :D So how's your Ramadan's going? To be honest, "ku mengharapkan Ramadan kali ini penuh makna. Akan dapat ku lalui dengan sempurna" Alright. There's two-meaning there. First of course yeah the perfectness of Ramadan this year: full time solat, full a month of fasting, full a month of Tarawih (masa kecik-kecik dulu selalu salah sebut jadi Tawarih). The other meaning is: shrinking my body. 'Shrinking'. Shrink. Shrinkkkkkk ! Of course sebab takut tak muat baju raya. (hehe) 

Agak terasa hati dengan aunty buat baju raya ni. :( Dah cakap tahun ni tolong buat besar sikit baju tu. Tak nak ketat-ketat. Nanti tak boleh nak bernafas macam ikan paus cari udara. I don't know what's wrong with her but i think she's too busy and i am not the only customer. All of my baju raya dia buat potongan yang sama dengan tahun lepas. I am growing. Not shrinking aunty. (sigh) So that's why "ku mengharapkan Ramadan tahun ini" I want to shrink. (sounds like psychopath) 

So lets get back to the topic! What surprise am i gonna tell you? (Muahaha) To be honest saya agak malu nak menyatakan hal ni. Maybe i'm too young to experience this kinda of thing. Am i? (sigh) Nyanyi dululah. LET IT GO, LET IT GO! 

Okay. "Lucky I'm in love with my best friend" That phrase really catch me to this situation. I never thought that he would be my first boy. Never ever ever thought bout that. But I guess I'm lucky enough to be in love with him. I can say that he's not perfect as the boys in movies, novels but he IS very something. He has his own kind of attraction to me. Boleh tak nak cerita sikit macam mana boleh kenal? To be short overall story la. 

Siapa-siapa yang nak baca silakan ye. Tak nak sudah. Suka hati korang lah. I tak kisah. :D lol 

So macam ni ceritanya: 

I met him since i am in form 1 (13 years old blur girl). Masa tu baru satu kelas. Tak kenal pun lagi. Dia tu putih sangat. PUTIH SANGAT macam perempuan. Disebabkan dia putih sangat, saya cuma nampak dia je kalau tengok keseluruhan pelajar lelaki dalam kelas tu. Seriously dia putih gilo. At that time nothing comes up in my head neither my heart. Dalam hati cuma ada cakap macam ni je: "Putih nye dia." As time goes by, kitorang dah naik form 2 (14 years old). That's the first time he tried to call me. Disebabkan keadaan kelas bising masa tu and he was like "eleeza! eleeza!" (sincerely idk what he want to do with me masa tu ataupun kepala ni dah memang nyanyuk). And i don't even glance at him and he started to call me "LIZARD!" Entah lah kenapa masa tu terdengar and yes, i turn around. A year passed and we're in form 3 (15 years). Masa tu dia duk sibuk bergaduh dengan sorang classmate perempuan ni (Ain nama dia). Disebabkan dorang selalu gaduh, classmates yang lain were like "korang ni gaduh gaduh nanti kawin jugak". Masa tu idk why tapi saya memang tak setuju sangat sangat dan sangat when everyone said that. Trust me idk why. (jealous kot) 

A year passed again and we had our PMR done. He was about going to transfer to a technical school soon. Masa tu Ain sedih sangat and i know why. She'd prepared a letter for him. It was like a confession letter bcs i sempat tengok. (alah budak-budak) My result for PMR cukup-cukup makan aje (4A aje) and i was about going to transfer to the technical school either. Its bcs i love LK (Lukisan Kejuruteraan) so much. That time Ain was like "eleeza tolong jaga dia untuk saya ye. Saya harapkan awak." Dalam hati masa tu lantak kau lah. Malas nak layan, malas nak ambik kisah hal orang. Hari pendaftaran: saya dapat tahu that i'm gonna be in the same class with him. Okay. Not bad. Dari situ lah kitorang jadi rapat. Rapat sangat macam belangkas. 

Tiba-tiba ada la sorang mamat ni. Dia ni memang best friend kepada my boy tu and also my friend sebab kitorang pernah sekelas masa form 3 dulu. Mamat tu pulak bagitahu he's crushing on me. And i was like.. okay. That means i just said okay and not accepted him to be my couple right? (i know i'm always right) When mamat tu confess to me, mamat tu jadi king control tau tak? 

1. Tak boleh update status facebook

2. Tak boleh chat dengan lelaki lain.

3. Tak boleh kalau tak balas message dia (siap bagi kredit kalau tak balas)

4. Tak boleh kawan dengan mana-mana lelaki dekat sekolah. 

I know he's insane. A total insane. Hello cik abang tak sedar diri. I'm not yet accept you at that time. He over thinking and misunderstood about me not liking him. (hahaha) When my boy tahu semua ni, he totally mad at that time. He once said that "aku tak tahu pun kawan aku boleh jadi seteruk macam ni. Aku dah tak kenal dah kawan yang macam ni." Dia dapat tahu pun dari nana (my best of best friend) He totally sympathize with me. When time goes by, I'm slowly falling for him. And we officially a couple.... entah lah. Tak tahu bila. Its just happened. And i like it the way it just happened naturally like that. I guess kitorang dah hampir 8 months being together. (baru kira sebenarnya ni. Lama jugak ye) And for the mamat tadi, he stay being alone and syok sendiri. He's like hate everyone that close to me especially my boy. Even though dia tak tunjuk, i know. That mamat just hate my boy so much for 'stealing' me from him. He's not stealing la! 

That's him and that's me with gigi arnab and that's nana with gigi lebih. xD

He's a total height freak. 180 cm height! And i'm just 155 cm (sigh). 

I hope he's going to be my first and also my last. InshaAllah... So macam tu lah ceritanya dari Q sampai S. (short story) A small clap for me again bcs dapat type panjang-panjang ni sekali lagi. :D Harap-harap lepas ni tak abandon dah blog uglay ni ye. Until we meet again uglay blog. Annyeong :>